It seems, as of late, that my life has become a mess of breakdowns separated only by working out and sad attempts to pull everything together. Last year I said it was time to get my shit together. Next year I don’t want to be saying the same thing. I have been at my current job for almost a year. I thought it was going to be the change of pace needed to get out of the gutter I had been stuck in. I have been struggling with a breakup for the last year. Yes, a YEAR! I can’t seem to get over it; however, I’m pretty positive that it is me and my way of thinking that has strung everything along. Had I not been in a depressive state off and on for two years at this point, perhaps things would have been different. It is time to look forward and make my life the one I want to live.
Regardless of anything else, I am now ready to make the changes necessary and I think seeing a professional may prove to be a key ingredient.
Let the roller coaster of healing begin while the emotional roller coaster be always on the rise.