I am having a really hard time with life. I really do not understand what is going on. I feel like I am in a giant dumpster and no matter how hard I try I can’t get out. I just keep getting trash dumped on me. Normally I am happy and optimistic about what is to come; but, I currently hate life. I can’t stand where I live, where I work, what I do…I get so angry with my S.O. because he never does anything. The one thing I can’t stand in life is people who can’t do anything for themselves. I thought progress was being made on helping to clean. I was wrong. I am strong, independent, and I just got a great new haircut. Yet, I’m not confident in my abilities to make things work out. I honestly don’t know what to do. I just know that something has to change soon because I just can’t take it anymore. Life should be an adventure – not a burden.
I can’t stop crying long enough to get anything accomplished. How did I let my life get this tragic and when am I going to take control of it again?
heather d. is me 