Dark days are always followed by darker nights.

I am having a really hard time with life.  I really do not understand what is going on.  I feel like I am in a giant dumpster and no matter how hard I try I can’t get out.  I just keep getting trash dumped on me.  Normally I am happy and optimistic about what is to come; but, I currently hate life.  I can’t stand where I live, where I work, what I do…I get so angry with my S.O. because he never does anything.  The one thing I can’t stand in life is people who can’t do anything for themselves.  I thought progress was being made on helping to clean.  I was wrong.  I am strong, independent, and I just got a great new haircut.  Yet, I’m not confident in my abilities to make things work out.  I honestly don’t know what to do.  I just know that something has to change soon because I just can’t take it anymore.  Life should be an adventure – not a burden.

I can’t stop crying long enough to get anything accomplished.  How did I let my life get this tragic and when am I going to take control of it again?

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